so how does one get over someone? i'm not sure i've ever done it without just rebounding to someone else. and i would like to say that i've done it all on my own, but at this point it's been over six months and i can't imagine being with anyone else. not whole-heartedly. i would start dating someone else with one ear waiting for dub's call that will never come. i don't know. it'll happen some day.

i want to talk to him all the time. i am so lonely and he's the one i want to call. i want to drive to tennessee and see him. but it's so useless. i know that we shouldn't be together and he doesn't want to be with me.

so i will watch braveheart on t.v. and cry myself to sleep.

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