i am feeling especially anxious. going into shut down mode a little bit. not in a bad mood... just nervous about the GRE which is not making me want to study - just to watch "Sweet Sixteen" on mTV. whatevs...

i miss people. i wish that there was someone for me to go study with. or to say, "hey, let's go to twisted branch and study." or just to get me off my ass.

i had a crazy nightmare last night that i madeout with an old old friend and missed Blue and Kristen's wedding because i was "visiting" with this old friend... and then his parents caught me doing coke in their extra bathroom.

it was the craziest dream.

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