i am officially adding an entry. mostly because i know that no one reads this anymore. also because i'm afraid if i start blogging like five times a day on my myspace page no one will read that anymore either. how long has it been since i've updated on here? like a year?!

i'm living in virginia. i'm single. i live with my parents. i'm becoming a teacher. i feel so unfulfilled.

i need friends. i want to get married. that's a big jump, i realize, but it's true. but does that mean that i view my self-worth as coming from a man. ugh. or does it just mean that i really really miss having that person in my life that i could call at one a.m. just to say hi. or that i could role over and hug in the middle of the night.

derek says i need to get laid and he's probably right.

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