breathing takes too much effort these day. i'm fully in shut down mode. and oh so close to the finish line. why does it always hit me at times like these? all my work is late. it is all shitty. and i don't care. my old roommate is in town with her new baby and i keep not answering my phone or door. i don't want to see anyone today. i want to lay on my couch and watch das boot. an odd movie choice you might say, but it is so much easier that getting up off the couch to change it. or, god it's overwhelming, trying to decide what else i'd like to watch. my most amazing boyfriend read me harry potter over the phone until i fell asleep last night.

i hate this suffocating feel.

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