went to the video store today. derek and i have spent the past week developing a movie list which lives in my purse and is updated any time he or i think of a movie that the other must see. but, alas, i strayed. while looking down the list and browsing the shelves i was compelled toward sense and sensibility. needless to say, it was not on the list. derek will be disappointed.

i should not be allowed to watch this movie. it turns me into a very pathetic person, and sends me into daydreams of colonel christopher brandon (alan rickman).

we were supposed to have a hang out night tonight, but he was at jenny's all night last night, and i found out that she may not even have left on vacation today. so here is my prediction for the evening: derek will come over, eat the dinner i have cooked for him, fall asleep on the couch while i putz about the apartment, and then leave when he gets a call from his girlfriend. do i sound a little bitter? maybe. just silly jealousy that i will get over in time. maybe.

there has been insane amounts of shopping going on at this end. all with the excuse that i am preparing for my trip to nyc. today i bought two black shirts and two pairs of black heels. i have to try both on with my suit and take the lesser favorites back - maybe.

i can't wait to see dw tomorrow. i miss him like crazy. i bought a cool vase for tonya for her birthday. david is picking me up at three tomorrow and then it's back on the road for me!

i love dw so much. he is the best friend i've ever had, and so much better than i deserve.

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