managed to get pissed at nothing again last night. every night recently have gotten drunk, then gotten pissed off and kicked friends out/stormed off. last night just left them in apartment and drove around for about an hour and a half. that was good for yours truly. although still woke up feeling silly and shitty and like a regular fuckwit.

in pajamas still, raging bull is still playing in the dvd player. every time the end nears have hit the back button several times. not because it is so hard to stop watching, but that would require getting off the couch. there is a decent sized pile of dishes developing around this end of the couch. if have to hear "did you fuck my wife?" one more time...

am an unredeemable fuckwit and if have any friends left by the time graduation comes in may it will be a miracle.

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