2005-01-31 , 9:00 p.m.


SECOND UPDATE OF THE DAY

i am losing my mind. i'm feeling a little emotional. i'm tired. my friends have come and gone for the night and i need to do homework. i want to talk to dw but i think he's in class. oh well, what the hell.

savage came over today. we talked for hours. well, two hours. he is such a wonderful boy and i think we really had a nice time. and then tony came over too! another sweet boy. i like him too. i have such wonderful friends around here. although i have to admit it was a little weird the way dinner went tonight... but whateves.

i feel like i'm not saying anything at all, but i have so much conflicting emotion just stirring inside me. i called mom today and i think she's worried. i am glad i have an appointment at spalding's.

i'm watching "the office" and i need to be reading.

i need to see you

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